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berlin - 2004-03-14
2003-04-22 @ 13:12
I want to die! Just fade away and die. I can’t do this anymore... I hate it, I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate my mind, I hate my mum and I hate my friends. I hate everyone and everything. Why?!? Why can’t I just love myself for who I am and love everyone that cares for me? Everyone I know and don’t know is so sweet to me. They just want to help... But I can’t let them help, because I can’t trust anybody. My mind is occupied, and I’m possessed by the devil! I’m evil and selfish! BITCH
I’ve been cutting on my arm all night, and some of them are pretty deep... I’m a monster. I do everything I can think about to harm myself, and my body. I love my razorblades and I love the pain when it leaves this red long mark on the skin while the blood dripping into a big towel.
Drop by drop
We have such a lovely weather now, sunshine and 18 degrees Celsius. Not a cloud on the sky =) Just this clear blue sky.
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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